Title of this peace is a part from the lyrics from a song from System of a down, listening to this cd a shitload lately...

My babe is in Spain having a great time and I am happy bout that. I'm in an emotional state of mind I guess, thoughts floating thorugh my mind bout a lot of stuff, inseccurity bout a lot of thingsm and unforunatly no-one there for me no more, where their used to be a lot of people ready to talk to me when I came online on msn or whatever people calling me on the phone,...hmmmm maybe I'm passe? and not the only thing I guess.

I hate the society I live in, it's made up of lies, fake smiles and people who reek of agression hate and pain. A depressing way of looking at the world I know, but it's a truthfull and honost way if you ask me.
People struggling to keep smiling, people working hard breaking backs on work they don't want to do, (inclueding me hehehehe)

Friends what is a friend? someone who stands by you through everything? don't believe in that crap no more, where I always tried to be there for everyone I learned a long time ago, no matter what happens never get to attached, just gives them a chance to stab you in your back even harder making the cut more purmanend.

Don't think I am depressed for one second, I'm just speaking out my thoughts on the world out loud at the moment, momentary thoughts no-one will hear or read. It's just coinsadance the words I speak aren't the happiest of all, but I never really speak out these kind of thoughts out loud, thought it was time to do so.

Like I said I'm an emotional person in times, and if so we tend to think back, and cherish the memories we hold close to our hearts, forgetting in an instand that those same memories hold negative thoughts and feelings as well, mostly connected to the positive ones.
Depends on the state of mind your in I guess.

''Let the guy wine or let um shut up'' you're right and I will now, hehehe.


Gobo

Bills bills bills, it seems like I get them every damn day!
Is this the world we're living in, no real freedom, bounded by money, no real freedom anymore.
Bluh I woke up on the wrong side of my bed this morning, bitter aftertaste of last night, damn Soulfly shit..., tilburg is a long drive damnit!

It's not all bad thow, my baby and me are together for 22 months, almost that is. And I still love her to death!

Got some gigs coming up, but somehow I don't really fancy playing that much anymore. The scene is thinning out, national bands get no fucking respect, everyone is so damn spoiled and they really act that way as well.

Doesn't really matter how good ya play, if it's not local or not international, they won't listen and defanitly won't go with the flow. Sometimes I really hate the way people think, if this keeps up, the dutch metal and rock scene will dry up and die out, mock my words.

Yeah I know stop complaining, and so i will!:)

Party on!!!

cd is done, pressures gone, now it's just time to party, and party we shall, so come one, come all!!!

By the way, me and my babe just celabrated our one and a half year together, hooray for us, whehehe.

see you all soon:)

Gobo,

www.ambiossis.nl

Maybe some day some how

everything will turn around but

untill that day will come my task is still undone so

I keep on preparing for this

this thing I do not know of

I feel my soul creep out

and live a life of it's own

Olla mi amigos

Time flies, has wings, never tiers, always passes you by, never taking a break.

I just turned 22, big ass party @ my little flat in Lelydorp, thank you all for coming it was a fucking blast! I never knew 35 people could fit in my flat whehehe.

After some people through up all over the place, inclueding over other people, I ain't using no names haha.

All together it was great fun, drinks drugs and music, let's do it again soon!

This week the cd is being finallized, mastered and stuff allmost done!!! can't wait, with some luck it'll be sold @ our next gig the 22nd of October in The Underground @ Aaltjesrock.

Shame I don't have any pics of the party yet, but I'll post some the next time.

Till then...

Grtz Gobo

With the scream of Finch's, ''She burns'' I'm starting of this meesage...

It's been awhile again, and a lot has happend. The recordings for our debut album are finished, and the album will probably be released around October, yes, that IS very soon indeed!:). fun fact is that Yoav from cancelled is featuring on this album, also dj stubbs is hitting the mix.

Loud Noise bookings signed us, so we'll probably be doing a lot of gigs @ the end of this year.

Also I'm trying out for another band, Nomen Peter from kink fm is the one who asked me. Different music and style, I'll see what happens...

Still loving my babe as well, going on 17 months next week, seems much shorter, love her to death, she can be a burden, but she's a women so she can't help it:P hehehehe, (kidding)

I'll close of with some lyrics...

As you cradle me to sleep and my eyes are closed by words.

the wounds don't seem to be all that deep.

Take care!

Greetings

Alianated from this place. But no matter no one ever reads the shit I put down hehehe.

The recordings of our first album, yes you read it right, album! are finished, and I can honestly say that this shit sounds wicked!

Only thing left to do is the mixing, wich will be done by the lovely mister Sander moehahahahaha, our soundidiot:P ( kidding:))

If everything goes accordingly, Snapcase will be released in October.

Snapcase holds 11 songs on it, and where the sucker will be sold, I don't know, but if I do, you will to!

here are some pics we took a week ago->

bandpics

Check you guys on the flipside...

Gobo

Hey peops

It's been a while busy times so not a lot of time spent on my pc.

LAst Friday we did a gig in The Underground, it rocked, you guys can jump high as hell!!!:)

(pictures from another gig)

Our album will be recorded in August, and will probably be released in Januari, that's a long way away I know.

My computers acting all fucked up again, so I'll have to re-install my windows, bummer.

My gardens done, had our first bbq as well, bbq = goooood!:)

We're being interviewed by kink fm July 5th, between 22:00 and 00:00, so tune in!

I'm pretty busy preparing for the album, with is a lot of work, mind you!

Well, talk you guys later, and look out for that upcoming album!

GrtZ Gobo 

Well hello there...

My last entry was quite a while ago, but who cares right?

We did a gig in The Underground together with Cancelled and Koroded the 21st of May, the whole night was kinda chillin' and cewl.

We got a short notice offer to go to Poland with the band, but unfortunatly that was called of at the last moment, too bad.

I', still waiting for conformation about recording the cd, waiting for something, something to happen...(Right koen?:P)

Well, it's tii damn early to be thinkin' 'bout the past and what I've been doin', so first of, I'm grabbing myself a coffee, check you all later...

GrtZ Gobo

The last couple of days were some wet days, working outside, is so much less appealing when theres rain involved...

Last weekend we mastered a second song for my band, turned out pretty cool.

http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=11363584&Mytoken=20050508104137

We're playing the Underground in Lelystad in a week or so, the 21st to be exact, looking forward to that...

Also looking forward to this weekend, I'm growing tired of the passing week, and want to relax, and be with my girl

My foods in the oven, so I'll just go and check up on it, so it won't burn my house down:)

Greetings to all, and have a fun weekend!!! (I know, early, so what? a man can dream can't he?)

Gobo

Weather could've been better, but what the hey?

Queensday, beer and jointday, goa central, Amsterdam, dancing, and drinking, talking and smoking a joint. Yeah, it was kinda fun:)

First we went to the AH, in A'dam to get some more beer, after that winnie, Remy, Kelly and me left for Frederiksplein, where there was a small goa party going on, haden't been for a while so...

After a while Remy left for home, and we decided to go to the other party west of Central Station, equally small, but more peops I new, My ex girlfriend for example...

After dancing the rest of the evening and the beginning of the night, the music stopped, and we decided, weak as we are, to call it a day, I had an appoitment the next day, witch was kinda important so...

After a good nights sleep, and a sweet breakfest for my girl, (if I do say so myself:P), I went of for busniss with the band...

Now, I'm waiting for my pizza to arrive, and writing this stuff down, (like duh)

Later, and goodbye

Gobo a.k.a Dreadfull days

ell, hello there

My computers acting fucked up, so now I'm writing a little update from another computer.

Last weekend, Remco visited from Haarlem, some boarding, and soccer resulted in mayor muscle pains, but what the hey right?
We also went to check De Samboras (support the scene), and Van Katoen...
Sound sucked, nothing new thow, croud was minimal, etc so overall, beer saved the day.
And damn man, paying for the restroom is so passee:P

This weekend is unplanned, except for Sunday, on witch Ambiossis is having a meeting with some guys about a recorddeal and such.
Next week, we're playing on Bevrijdingsfest Almere, main stage, from 18:15 till 19:00, so come and check it out!

I'm eating at my parents place tonight, after that I'm gonna try reviving my own computer, so hope to talk to you all later...

GrtZ

Gobo a.k.a Dreadfull days

Soo, I just put down a whole freakin' storie, and for some stupid reason everything was erased, soooo I have to start over again, damn...

I was just saying, that I woke up to the sounds of my friend Aaron waking up in the livingroom, and realised that had only slept for like 6 hours, but what the hey, right?

Tried to go back to sleep, but invayne, so I decided to gog and listen to the recordings witch we have to mix down next month, although some aren't finished yet, they still bring forth the right feeling in my gut, even thow it's my own band, some parts of the songs make me shiver...

www.ambiossis.nl

I've got to go to work in like an hour, I'm still not really used to the new scedule, even thow I just have to start half an hour earlier...

My cat has to go to the fet tomorrow, (you know Dierenarts:P) and I'm pretty sure that after his visite he'll pretty much hate our guts:P:)

I'm missing my girl, although it's only been one day, I can't help it, feelings there can't denie it, happy she's coming home today:)

I'll just put down some lyrics of mine, and scram...see you all later...

Just kidding:)

Today's me and my girl's one year annuvursery, so bring out the champagne, and gimme some lovin', and then we'll party like it's.....ok, I'll shut up now.

speak to you all later...

GrtZ Gobo a.k.a Dreadfull_days

Hi Ya'll

My girl is lying in my bed, let's not go into that to much, hehehe.

After another day of work, I came home to a mom who was organising my whole paperwork, thanks mom, yesterday I got 7 movies to watch with, my babe, all films she likes, so beforehand, babe I'm sorry if I fall asleep:P

Think I'll send Steve a mail after posting this, you know the guitarist from 36 Crazyfists, you don't know um?

We'll here we are chillin' after an interview by Cosmo for Roar e-zine.

                                 Steve and me, just chillin:P

Well, I'll be chowing down some spaghetti tonight, so I'd better kick my babe into the kitchen, (just kidding:P)

Watching a movie tonight also, to enyone who reads, have a good night...

GrtZ Gobo a.k.a Dreadfull_days

Pfff, aanother day in the ditches, after a really heavy, cewl, freaky night, at the Melkweg, (from first to last, twelve tribes and 36 Crazyfists!!!), I got to bed at around 2 o'clock in the freakin' mornin', just to wake up 3 hours later, and go to work.

Winnie thought some ephedra would do the job of keeping me awake, so I wouldn't seriously hurt myself while working.

It did the trick allright, I'm still awake...

Last night was cewl, had a long chat with the guitarist of the 36 Crazyfists and cosmo, (you rock!), and the guy listend to our new recorded song,''Remove the Dirt''>>>  www.ambiossis.nl

It was a big compliment when he said the song was very cewl, and wanted a copy of it.

Now I'm gonna try and get that damn recorddeal of the ground, so I'll keep the view people who might read this posted, later!

GrtZ Gobo